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I need to not skip vitamins

  • Nov. 15th, 2009 at 11:39 PM
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Because my mind goes balistic.

Ran into a childhood friend again. Last time I saw him was....late last year/early this year? Something like that. He was with Seabird at the time.
He also dated my former children's pastor's daughter (who I used to know) for several years. I think it really did a number on him. Before that...I saw him at an old church several years before (I was in highschool I think), and before that...not since grade school.

I saw him today at church, my heart lept, and now I can't get him out of my head. I am learning though. When I like someone...they are generally a defective. He invited me to his church group this saturday, which would be cool...but my hormones are raging apparently.

I know too many attractive people. That's my problem. I need a hobby.

I start school Nov. 17. I am tweaking.

Love you.

  • Aug. 27th, 2009 at 10:34 PM
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we are dating...we have been in each others lives for over a year now...and I feel no closer to you.

I know the long distance sucks...but not talking to you ever....sucks even more.

Love me

  • Aug. 12th, 2009 at 7:29 PM
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or leave me.
Don't play me.
Grow up.

I really don't use this anymore

  • May. 11th, 2009 at 10:54 AM
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and that is sad.

I leave for chicago this weekend. I am still excited...but a certain guy has put a slight damper on things.

But I will not let him ruin this for me. I won't. He can call me when he grows up.

I am too old for this sort of nonsense.

So

  • May. 8th, 2009 at 12:39 AM
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I kinda think you are an asshole. Why? Because you say a bunch of wonderful and mature things...but you pull the same bullshit. I am not opening my heart again just so you can break.

I won't. You want this? You have to make me care this time.

I am done.

gross

  • Apr. 30th, 2009 at 10:48 AM
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I have a serious problem.

to work I go.

4 year olds=

  • Apr. 13th, 2009 at 9:35 AM
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angelic demons

Guh

  • Mar. 23rd, 2009 at 9:44 AM
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I forget about lj. Tumblr is my new thing.
Whoops.

VHS

  • Mar. 8th, 2009 at 1:18 AM
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needs to make a comeback

Guess What?

  • Mar. 4th, 2009 at 9:42 AM
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I am not going to repeat my usual mess with guys.

I like him. Sure. But he has to prove to me that he's worth my time. If we are just friends...then awesome. I was told last night to tell him. I am sick of doing that. I am not that progressive.

You want me? YOU tell me.

That's that.

Off to help the family I go.

Games?

  • Mar. 1st, 2009 at 12:27 PM
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You need to be hot or cold...but don't you DARE yo yo me!

Here it goes again

  • Feb. 27th, 2009 at 10:34 AM
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Here it goes here it goes here it goes again....oh here it goes again!

I should have known....I should have known...

(makes sure you read that like the scrolling words of rockband)

Look

  • Feb. 23rd, 2009 at 10:24 AM
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Either get it over with aunt flo...or don't. But take the lower back pain and slight cramping with you. You cankerous whore.

Forgot

  • Feb. 11th, 2009 at 3:18 PM
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Sorry LJ. Tumblr has kinda taken over.

Also..I don't blog. It would just be the same thing ever day...and who wants that.

I work tonight. Ick

I have chores.

I am still in bed and gross.

Nebraska...get here fast.

Sneaking Feeling

  • Jan. 27th, 2009 at 10:44 AM
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That mom wants me to wind up with our worship leader. Somehow...I doubt that ever happening. But I can feel it.

Oh moms.

K

  • Jan. 25th, 2009 at 7:48 AM
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I have reached indifference. Plus side...Tattoo on tuesday.

I'm Miserable

  • Jan. 22nd, 2009 at 9:03 AM
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I have been emotionally screwy the last few days. I don't know what's fighting for anymore.

Something that I want more in this world is to love...God, and another earthly person. That has been my hope since I understood what romantic love was. Like genuine, I hate you right now but I still love you Love.

I thought I found a chance at that...but...as much as I don't want to admit it...I think it's coming to a close.

Suck.

Mom says this is the preparation period...if we prepare anymore...I'm not going to want to bother....but still have this want inside me. That's gonna suck.

Emo post #348798762918774...I lost count

  • Jan. 17th, 2009 at 11:31 AM
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I have an internal glitch. One day....one day...I will find someone who will love me as much as I love them. I hope that day is soon because I am tired. God's love should be enough. I need to suck it up....focus on my future..and tell men to take a hike.

I'm too cool for most guys...that or too much of a basket case. Either way...I'm awesome. I will continue to be me....if you don't like it....tough!

I have a lot of love inside me...and I don't know what to do with it. I feel everything very intensely. Maybe that's the cyclothemia talking. Maybe not. I try to monitor it....but it get's very very hard.

I do sometimes wish I was like normal girls. Bitchy, needy, easy and sexy. These are not adjectives I can use in reference to myself.

Me:
Hippie
Strange
Funny
Smart
Tough
Tomboy
Scaredy Cat

These are fitting words.

That is all.

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GRAWR

  • Jan. 16th, 2009 at 10:35 AM
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ugh, fug, bleh.

I need a new job. I want to go to cosmetology school in feb.

I need something.

Miserable

  • Jan. 13th, 2009 at 10:29 AM
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Aunt Flo, 10 day work week...and emotional insanity.

Ain't life grand?

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